Mom has been back from Connecticut for almost a month. I feel awful for sending her. SHe has been damaged more from being with my sister than the damage from the awful disease that is taking her mind.

My sister "wanted" to take my Mom home to stay woth her because she does not work and it would make my life easier...i HAVE to work.

that lasted all of 2 months before she called me and said I needed to come get her that she couldn't handle it.

What I got back was a woman that is afraid of everything...thinks I am going to "throw her away" if she does BAD things.

will not go to the bathroom alone...Is afraid to have a bowel movement ..literally panics when she has to go.

I want to think this is just the progression of the disease...but I can't believe that this all happened in 2 months.......SHe was MUCH more independent before she left.

Mom has said during her lucid moments..please don't make me go back there..... they yell at me when i am BAD!!!!! REALLY??????????????????

I feel like such a monster!! for sending her..... I am up all night with her, I have to get her up several times a night to use the bathroom because she won't go alone. SHe is like a scared 3 year old....sigh

WHAT HAVE I DONE TO MY MOM???????????