I am doing craniosacral therapy with my physiotherapy. I was told that my skull is locked hard. If it lets go it would be a blessing. Being native, I have prayed to grandmother bear, (my totem) and she has sent me raccoon's. At dusk every night I sit on my deck and they come to me. One curls on my lap (gives healing) and one curls on my feet (takes pain). It may sound crazy, but it helps me relax and focus on healing. I hope some day soon I will allow myself to fully find my spirit again and not be so alone.