Thank you for your kind words
I have been having so many bad days that I don't even go on line
Noone calls and checks on me or comes by.
I feel that my family has turned away from me and I'm so alone.
At times I wonder why? What did I do so wrong to have all this happen to me?
Am I that terrible of a person? And I don't know it?
This isn't how my life was suppose to be. I wonder why I call it living I'm not I'm just going through the motions
This is NOT living. In these walls alone 24/7 -7 days a week. That's not living
I have to tell myself there's good at the end
Just hold on and see how the story ends but right now the story is very painful ohysically mentallly. And noone cares. Noone shows any conxern if I'm alive or not
I hate the way I feel
I hate how people took my life from me and changed me forever and I had no say in it.I hate feeling so alone