Hi KP -- welcome to neurotalk. I hope you can get the support you need from us. No need to apologize for being mad and fed up! I feel like I've had my quota of "bad life events" too but always managed to scrape by pretty well. Then I recently got dumped on again. So when the next bad thing comes along and you are really tired of it all you have to just ask the universe "Really??" "More?" If it wasn't so overwhelming it would almost be comical! Keep us posted and I hope the news is better than you expect.