Found out the dreaded crap has spread, I guess for 2 weeks I've actually known it would be the verdict, I just didn't wanna hear it. Now both arms affected. I don't wanna live like this, I hate the pain, the thought both arms being in horrible pain with my first biological grand baby on the way. The thought of losing the ability to drive, to feed myself to do anything! I just hate it hate it hate it! Just really got this under control in the past year of learning to live one hacked but no hands? This sh%t sucks! Sorry but it does I really need help. Someone who understands, can relate, can help me not be depressed. No one here truly understands they try but they don't live in this painful horrible body! Please Facebook me heather elliott Roode or email me destination2_unknown@yahoo.com please anything from meds, natural or prescriptions, kind words of encouragement, someone to vent with so I don't so feel so alone. Thank u