Thank you again Barb:

I thought some more about what you said in your response to my post last night. I'm not sure if I know all the answers to your questions you had asked me and I'm not sure I want to know at the moment. If I can just live one day at a time like I had to do when 1st quitting smoking I think I will be fine. I'm sure though I will ponder some thought into answering those questions for myself from time to time. I guess one thing I think I have realized is that I can be persistant with what I feel at times. Also that there's got to be a way to get through this.

befuddled2