Thanks for your reply Myleogirl..I also have lack of care, now I'm falling into deep depression because of my medical instability and lack of care.. I don't have anyone I can hang with or spend time with to make me feel better. I have a script for Valium also, but I don't like how it makes me feel days after I take it. So I'll do anything I can so I don't take it. I have a 30 day follow up on Wednesday with my Neurologist but I'll probably be seeing the nurse and they are useless (moreso than the doc)...Well I'll try to keep in touch with you, as it sounds like with share similiar medical issues. Thank you for your kind words.