I am sorry you are having such a hard time. There are so many other medications for depression, besides Klonopin. Please don't give up and feel that life is over. Even under terrible circumstances, there still can be a little joy in life. You found this site, which I consider one of the good things. You are not alone here, and there is comfort. Ask your doctor for more help with depression. It took me years of different combinations before I felt better. Keep in touch Adamo, I am here to listen to you any time. ginnie