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Originally Posted by Kevscar
It's amazing more people claim to have seen aliens than god and when a jehovahs witness said to me you can't prove god doesn't exist she was left speechless when i replied and you can't prove aliens don't wether there is a divine being or we are some sort of badly thought out failed alien experimentis irrelevant.
No one except possibly my MP can imagine the pain we live in and even he doesn't understand the effects of all the other symtoms we live with.
There have been 40478 trials looking for a cre for cancer and they haven't found one for CRPS that figure is 84 so there is no chance of a cure in my lifetime and probably not in this centuary.
I have been badly hurt had the condition made worse in 4 Hospitals one as the result of probably the second or third ranked specialist in the UK. Been treated by or spoken fave to face with 7 of according to him only 15 specialists in the whole country and realised everyone of them is 20 years behind the rest of the world. The total ignorance of even our best and the fact that any hospital s morelikey to make things worse than better lead e to amke a living will banning any emergency treatment even in life threatening situations. Being one f the 7 & 8% whose wounds may never heal something which might put a normal person in hospital could kill me
some of you talk about the positive impact but what about the negative, I've reduced my wife to tears so many times over te last 4 years I hate myself but despite trying to push her out she has refused to go even though she says she doesn't know what I'm capable anymore. My eldest grandaughter was for a long time to afraid to stay in the house alone with me and the other 2 are to scared to come and stay anymore.
it's spread twice and we all know it could go full body.after my first attempt my wife made me promise to never try again but after livng with this for a year she agreed that if it spreads to the other hand so I can nolonger go to the toilet on my own I can take my own life. I don't beleive in assisted, sorry no one should have to live with having tken anothers life and if they volunteer to take a strangers life most definitley should be barred, I have the pills ready and it will happen when she's away from home. Mst recently I have been wishing it would because I am geetig more and more fed up with having to fight for everything
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Hi Keyscar, I'm sorry you're in so much pain that you've gotten this far to making a decision like you were talking about. I hope that somehow your pain does subside so you don't have to consider that. Like I've said before, I don't know what the right answer is, but I do understand what your saying because I've felt the same way at times. Like earlier this morning. I was up until 4:30 in the morning in horrible pain that went right up to my face because of my tooth hurting now. I had the heating pad on my face to try to help because I couldn't take anymore pain meds at the time. But like I said before I don't know what I will do when or if it gets to that point that I don't think I can take the pain anymore. And I don't want to influence anyone, because I just don't know what the right answer is. I hope I will know what it is for me when or if the time comes. But I also keep hoping that time will never come for any of us. Hope and my family are all I have right now to hold onto to keep me going. I hope again you feel better and thanks for sharing your thoughts. My thoughts are with you too.
