Sorry for the misunderstanding Bram. I too have not considered suicide, but have also wondered what I will do if my rsd gets the best of me. Thanks for clarifying. I think I'm going to stop commenting on this thread though. I started it wanting to know if anyone was scared of rsd killing them, and somehow it got into the subject of suicide and it's starting to freak me out. I really didn't want to go there with this, but somehow it did get started. It's too depressing and even though I feel like crap today, I want to just stop thinking about it for a while and watch some football. (Let's Go Giants!). Thanks again for all of your comments and I hope you all have a good night.