Hi Kevscar,

I wonder if perhaps you have seen a pain psychologist? Reason I ask is since you aren't comfortable with other recommended treatment methods, perhaps maybe treating with a pain psychologist instead might suffice the officials? I think it is fair to say that we can all use someone to talk with regarding our struggles, pain etc., in hopes of finding better ways to cope. I also wonder if you are on any medications to help with depression/anxiety etc., that could help you? It is understanding to have concern over treatments after being hurt but, I wonder if there isn't something that can help you even if just a little.. by your posts it does appear that you are really down and that is very sad, not that it isn't justified by any means but sad none the less.

I truly hope you have an opportunity for an appeal on this decision. If not, how long until you would naturally receive your pension? Are you on disability of any other type in the interim?

Tessa