our personal 'gyroscope' gets knocked to the floor.
We get up, re-orientate and re-balance. Then teeter on as best as we can.

It's a good thing to BE or NOT be in a hospital by our own choice. Able to learn and make clear choices and make informed ones.

I guess that's why I'm urging you to get the TESTING out of the way ASAP, so you have a better handle on the NOW of things. Then, it gives you more time to decide what to do and by whom. Also by the specialist you and trusted docs deem to be THE BEST for your situation. It's a choice you need to make and only you, but expert 'input' and 'info' improves the quality of your decision. Finding docs you trust with YOUR life is a challenge for all of us. Being a 'hot potato' isn't fun and doesn't go away, unless you're very, very careful.

That twisting, turning stuff? I've had it for years after a few fractured ribs....what always comes to mind is the 'Men in Black' zombie character that always has to sort of 'gronch' all over before he can move.. Yep, GRONCH! is a sound I hear IN my brain when I do those twists/turns and other motions!
[Rib incident long prior to PN, horse I was on fell, I hit hard ground at about 12-15mph -I don't recommend it]

Hugs good person! This time what happens will be the 'charm' - Think positive? - j