Thank you Monkey your ur support, just wish I could close my eyes and fast forward 3 years from now in the hopes I will be in a better place. I'm trying my best, but when your not yourself and in constant pain it's so difficult and sometimes the thoughts come and you ask your self how can live this way, what type of life is this? Why did I not die that day?, I mean the pain Im in how its I am still alive? Just hope things get better...really do because its agony...it really is horrific.
Your friend and brother:
ED
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Originally Posted by Mokey
Ed...I was like that and feel so much better now. There is a time when it really is minute by minute. See each minute as success.
My children saw me break down. They saw me lying on the floor in a closet because it was the only quiet place in the house. Children are resilient! Mine are feeling so much better when they see me like I used to be.
You will get better. You have to believe that. I promise you will improve from where you are now. But unfortuneately it takes time, and no one can say how long. Be strong. You will be fine!!!!!! I am out of hell now. It took a long time but I am out.
Sending you lots of courage. Dig down deep inside yourself and find that core of strength that we all have. It is there.
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