No don't worry about it. You didn't say anything wrong, I'm just emotional right now.
I enjoyed your last response. It was helpful and gave me hope.

I too can sometimes be blunt and just say exactly what I'm thinking before considering what affect it may have on the recipient. I understand that. I did have a panic attack but have clonazepam and am better now.
Definitely have SAD. I'm moving soon,so that's a stress, cleaning sustains me but hurts my body. I'm not being paid on time by my boss , which doesn't help.
I have a personality disorder as well, so between that and the horrible pain from neuropathy, I am nearly always upset or in crisis.
My case worker cancelled our Monday appointment, but I have friends and family to call if needed. I'll try to stay close to people for the next little while.
I tend to get extremely low but then bounce back with a resilience that sometimes surprises me.
I am quite frankly darn proud of myself for getting this far.

This group is helpful, and the Facebook support group for pn is even more helpful as there are fewer members and it is more about support than information.

I'm rambling, so to sum up-thank you Susanne. You're a strong woman and I admire you coming online to help others like myself. I will most definitely keep you informed about any discovery regarding CMT in the future. Probably in December when I meet the best neuro in my city.

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