ready to start a new month.
wolfie came last night. I sense of resentment...
."WHY CAN'T I BE LIKE EVERY ONE ELSE?"
I felt like 2 year old wanting something that I can't have. I still did not say anything to jeff because his response is just have a beer. I would have drank the six pack...sigh
After the treating hours were over we watched the birds movie, never had seen if before directed by alfred hitchcock. great movie.
then went to bed around 12:30, up at 8 but laid in bed until 9, no appointments this morning, on purpose. I am feeling lazy this morning, drinking some coffee, should go take a shower but want to reply to blogs etc. on line instead, more mental masterbation.
I made unhealthy food decisions last night. Did not have a dinner before trick or treating hours because we were busy putting on finishing touches to the house and applying our face paint etc. so I snacked on candy as it rained and had very few treaters who braved the elements. after 8pm we went to a neighbors house and by that time it had stopped raining so that was nice, he really decorates his house too but did not light anything up due to the rain so he was sad as well.
Went home and proceeded to have a carb feast: cup of ramen noodles and a big bag of popcorn...dinner at 10 pm!I must have had a dozen pieces of candy!
anyway I remained alcohol free and I don't usually eat like that. so today is a new month.
Will make the most of it!
Happy all souls day.
bizi