I worked until they ran me off because I loved my job first, then as they kept demoting me, it turned into a pride thing. It took me almost 2 years to come to the point that I was forced to face the facts.

I actually believe that was one of the hardest things on how I seen myself, or measured myself. Take that away, and it was like I was a nothing. Took me a while to adjust, and took me a long painful process to get SSDI.

I dont really know when the time is really right, except to say that it will become painfully obvious when your body is done.