Hi again, I will look into a dr or grief counselor who can maybe help me with my sadness. I just miss him so much. He was my little shadow and went everywhere I did. Even to DD to get munchkins on Sundays. He loved munchkins! I find it alot harder to deal with life without him. I always felt that as long as he was with me, I could handle anything. It's alot harder for me to do that now without him. I will check into seeing someone though. Thanks for your concern and advice. I hope you have a great day.