Ditto again what Vrae said!!

Yes, I will keep you both posted on the infusion therapy. I have more hope in the 5 day treatment but, will do this in the mean time as pain is high and spread has been aggressive.

Hang in there Renee.. its hard sometimes to pull ourselves out of the toilet bowl but.. you've just got to dig deep to find the courage and strength to keep getting up everyday. When my life was facing something different and I didn't know if I would live or die a friend told me to focus on 15min blocks instead of 24hrs.. just doing that made it easier when I was in that same darkness questioning my own will to survive.