I can't cry tonight
Can't push away
I hurt tonight
Can't make it stop

Can't even feel anger
Shouldn't anger be hot?

If I could cry tonight
It would drive out the pain
Numb would set in
I could make it stop.

Touch me, please
Bring me back
The edge of forever is so near
Forever is right here.

Don't out the light
Its all dark here
There is nothing to touch
Nothing to see
Nothing to be
Remember,nothing is forever.

Should I come back
will it still be here?
The nothing, I mean
The nothing that is me....
The nothing that was his fault.
The nothing I made him do.
The nothing that I deserved.
Its a forever kind of nothing.......
Haven't you heard.....
And nothing is forever..... or haven't you heard......

I write poems sometimes. I don't always recognize them when I read them back. But I know they are not me today, they were me yesterday. Caroljean