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Originally Posted by Vrae
I’m sure that you can relate when I say that the days take on a life of their own and making, taking time for me, is some days next to impossible. I have so many lifestyle changes that MUST be made. I feel like I am going in s-l-o-w motion while drowning in my “to do” list. The kids, the husband, our business, his job, school for everyone, my father in law, the house, the animals, this damn virus … oh and my disease(s), now plural I guess.
Without any doubt I am truly blessed to have this wonderful, wonderful man in my life. My partner, my lover, my best friend, my confidante. We have had a magical love affair that has lasted over a decade. I can’t even imagine life without him. With that said, I feel like I am wearing him down. I can see the extra stress on him coming from so many directions and it frankly aggravates me beyond measure that I am a part of that additional stress. <sigh>
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Vrae, your husband is a lucky guy too, and remember that if things had been the other way around and it was him fighting all this stuff, even though some times might be very difficult, you wouldn't blame or resent him. 'For better or worse'
That drowning, slow motion feeling sounds very familiar...
Hang in there, and well done - keep going, keep fighting. You'll get there.
Bram.