Thanks Tessa for your kindness and advice.
I will try the letters and books and talk to my dr about the percs. I will try to do something nice for someone too each day. I've been such a crank lately. The pain and hot flashes make me mean and I don't like being mean. I'm sorry I was mean to you and the others. I didn't mean to be. I'll try to be more positive and thanks again for being there once again for me. You are a good friend. I feel better now and am going to make my second cup of tea with some chocolate on the side and try to sleep through the night hopefully. I'm sorry you have money troubles too. I thought I was the only one with all this debt. It does suck that's for sure! Well thanks for cheering me up and getting me through my pain. I hope I can someday be as strong as you. You've been through so much too and I admire your positive outlook on life. Take care and have a good night.
Renee.