Hold on Vrae, I sure know what it is like to loose your mind. A doctor who fails to listen and address your issues is enough to put one over the top. There is nothing in my mind worse than a physician (that you had before) that is watching the clock and not really doing anything to help you. Vrae, you need a new doctor, one that has all your records, every last one.
I went to a physiatrist. This doctor treats the whole person. I found peace in this direction, to where I can go to the doctor, and feel that my issues are really being addressed. We all deserve that. CRPS is serious for those that suffer it. Your doctor, did nothing at all to help your spirit or your body. I hope you find another that will take the time and figure out something to help you, like the Ketamine infussions. You need some new eyes, and a new brain to help you. Don't give up, there is help with the right physicians. I will listen anytime you need to talk. Sharing here, helps the hurts we have. My new doc. actually took in hand this huge file, kept it for months as she read through it. AT the end of that time, she did understand what happened to me. All was talked about, and by gosh in my own situation I am better. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. ginnie