I am having a bad day after having three good days in a row. Darn it! Whenever I have a couple of good days together I start to think that maybe I have turned a corner and whatever this is has finally gone away, but then I wake up and here I am, back where I was. During my good days I worked in the yard, went to church, cooked, visited with family, and all the things I love to do. Then I have a day like this and it is so disheartening. Those around don't quite understand. On my good days they say, "What have you done different?" and believe me, I have gone so far as to track everything I've done or eaten to try and answer that question.

I know I don't have a diagnosis, but I think you here can understand my frustration and I appreciate an outlet for my frustration. I also post on breastcancer.org, but all of my friends there are now returning to a somewhat normal life, if there is one after cancer, and although supportive, they don't understand what I am dealing with.

I hope that the bloodwork that I had done will show something. I had an emg last month but my neurologist didn't really say what the results were. Last April I had an emg ncv and sfemg. It was done with a different neuro. and he didn't tell me what my results were then either but I figure that these test must not have shown much because the docs. didn't tell me the results.

Anyway, thanks for letting me vent.

Jackie