I'm sorry if this sounds like I'm being a jerk. Who are you to say I live unhealthy and its my fault I have this disorder? I've been dealing with this for 10 yrs. I lowered my red meat and sugar intake, I've tried the 4f diet. We the people that have this disorder work our buts off just trying to do the simple things like brush our teeth and hair. Guess what I don't get the luxury of living in a happy go lucky bubble to keep out environmental things. I have a 2yr old and am pregnant. I get to have the stress of whether he is eating enough, and stimulated both physically and mentally enough. I'm basically a single mom till the weekends when my husband gets to come home. I use a cane because of how bad I hurt and I can't take any treatments till my new little boy is born. So please don't tell me its my fault I have this and its my fault it's so bad. I cry myself to sleep because I can't do more. ** let us find the best way to treat us. All of us and our disorder are different. Sorry for the vent but this really irritated me after the week I've had.