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Join Date: Sep 2012
Posts: 49
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Junior Member
Join Date: Sep 2012
Posts: 49
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Suicidal thoughts...
I know I am supposed to convince myself that I can still enjoy life and do important things - but every day is too much of a struggle.
It has been over 2 years and, despite plenty of rest and time off work, I'm not improving at all.
I really don't want to end it but I cannot keep going either. What's the point? I wake up, feel like crap, work, feel worse, go home, sleep, repeat. And for years!
My family and friends have stopped asking how I am - which is fine and I don't blame them for trying to move on. I've also seen every specialist under the sun but to no avail.
So I am starting to plan which is worrying.
I guess I'm looking for some inspiration or hope that things will get better but I just can't see that happening.
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