your well wish accepted

my shrink put it into perspective
"i wake up with my surgeon and
retire to bed with him"
i do not under any circumstances
wish for such a thing
i am so happy to have found this
wondrous place a home of persons
one by one day by day here this place
a place i was welcomed into as
a beginner
thank you

would someone shut the FRONT door

how is this to be almost identical
to my experience
now on my left side ache
a dull gnawing
oh my God not the left
and its not going away
this pinching in my neck
i am certain all of us
experience as if your
most sensitive and hurtful
i refer to it as a sweet spot
kind of pain magnified to
almost black out pain

I AM TOTALLY PERPLEXED
WHAT THE FRUIT IS
GOING ON

i can point to my pain
in my left shoulder
all this is replay
LORD I ASK YOU
PLEASE EXCUSE MY
BEHAVIOR
if that is what is the problem
being honest a life choice
rarely chosen
for now this is enough
said