Hi,
I was on methadone for a long time. I passed out once that I know of. I was lucky that it happened at work and my coworker called 911. But there are other times that I have done things and lost periods of time. I remember none of it. Only what my family told me. I no longer take methadone and never will again. Yes it helped great with the pain, and I could work as long as I took it. But it wasn't worth the danger it put me in. As for suicide, I think about it everyday, but I could never do that to my family. I love my grandchildren too much. They are the reason I try to keep going.

Sue