I definitely understand the risk for further impact. I've changed the way I play to be more aware of and alerted to my surroundings along with knowing my limitations in my old age.

Something inside me thinks a lot of what I'm going through is more mental than physical. It's when I modify and seclude myself that I feel worse. When I skip out on games, knowing full well that I can play them, my symptoms increase. Acknowledging the condition seems to make it worse.

I struggle with even identifying myself as having PCS because since day one of my incident, I have constantly focused on and worried exclusively on my head. I feel like I've "worried" my way into this predicament. The day of the incident and the few days succeeding it, I really had no hardcore or solid symptoms.