I wish they would do more for you. You are also correct, the few bad apples spoil it for the rest of the folks who really do need pain medication. I am taking tramadol also. I try that as a first line of defense. If that doesn't work I do have stronger which I try very hard not to take. My pain doc. is dealing with Fla. which is so conservative. I actually feel sorry for the doctors, as they are under so much pressure not to give these meds. out. It is getting worse, and I do worry for those not getting the help. That depression sinks in, and makes the whole situation worse.
Have you tried a physiatrist. Not a doc. for the emotions. This kind treats the whole person, not just the symptoms. Mine does prescribe a narcotic, and already knows I am careful. Hope you can find more help. ginnie