This is the best place to be when you are fed up with people, and situations you don't have control over. Constant pain wears you down and makes you tired. I don't have CRPS but I have friends that do. I hope your doctors will make more effort to help you. It's OK to be over the top. Stress of a child, pain, holidays, demands, are all there. We are here to listen for sure.
I came here a few years ago, melt down was already happening. Best thing I ever did, and the friends here, DO understand. Any thing you can do to lower the pain level? Anything work at all? Have you been offered Ketamine?
There are infusions. Have to go back and re-read your post again. I will keep in touch. You found a great site Allanira, and there will be support. ginnie