Well poopy, Cindi.
I don't know what your Family/Friends situation is, but Chris has some good thoughts.
I wish we could all pool our resources and open up a MS retirement home, complete with A good Doc, a nurse or two, a Chef, an entertainment director and of course a swimming pool with some cabana boys to cater to our every need.
Is this so far fetched? It could be doable? I'm a Widow, living alone and I'm not looking forward to what your not looking forward to, either.
Maybe we can come up with something better. Cheer up, Pal, I'm with Ya.