Hi its cndyj checking in . Its been awhile snce ive been able to get here and right now its 3 am lol, so I'll make it short tonight and hopefully be back tomorrow. Almost 4 months postop still having alot of pain, but all of my health troubles are flared badly so its hard to say wat's causing what lol. Its been a very busy time since I was here last. My daughter in law went into premature labour several tmes with our 1st grandchild, so i spent the beat part of a month at hospital with her. On april 17th our beautiful granddaughter was born 3 weeks early but healthy, gorgeous and with a ton of dark hair with blond highlights!! People keep asking if we had her hair dyed!!!! It looks like it was professionally done and none of the doctors or nurses have ever seen anything like it before! They are living with us untl their apartment is ready so needless to say between cuddling the baby and all the extra housework, it's no wonder my body is rebelling.She has been our 1 bright spot, because she is the only good thing we have had in so long. Problem after problem after problem, it has us all utterly exhausted. I can usually stay pretty upbeat even when things are bad, but im having a really rough time trying to keep my chin up. I wont go into all the problems now, but I would really appreciate it if a few of you could keep my famly in your prayers. We are having a very tough time in our family, with some major issues and we need all the prayers we can get. There I've got myself crying again lol. It is 3:05 am so I guess I better try to get a little sleep. Thanks for listening, and just know that even though i havent ben here much, you all have been in my prayers, take care all, cindy