That was incredibly insightful and a post that everyone should read and take to heart. I regret my original post. I regret allowing myself to put into words what was a very upsetting and frustrating moment in my ongoing battle with incredibly painful feet. As a probation officer, I have had clients who have committed suicide, and they did not call out for help. They truly wanted their pain to end. I know that I was looking for a solution to a problem that in all likelihood is not going to magically go away.