Found out today that if I go back even 1 day I will restart at day 1 and will have to wait 6 months for it to kick in or at this point 3 more months since I have been off close to 3 months now. After having such pain with my possible exit OT exam today, I am thinking about not trying to go back if I have a say in it. That was a 20 min. check on the strength of my hands and it set the pain off like it has never been before. 8 hours of continually using my hands would kill me. I see now that I might as well except this and check into Obama Care because a friend had insurance from a independent agent and received a letter this week that hers was going to double starting Jan.1. Wow I have always taken care of everybody and worked too. If I were a lazy person it would not be so hard. I have cried all night. I am also going to lose a lot of money for having to retire before retirement age. I have been at the same place same job for 32 years. Going to miss so many people. Maybe this will go into remission.