Ugh...I'm sorry That sucks they won't allow you to try and go back without screwing you over for the 6 months.

When I went back it was between my 2nd and 3rd surgeries. I broke down crying in my Chiefs office. I didn't even try again after the 3rd surgery as I was even worse off!

It is hard to come to terms with your life being turned upside down. I try and live one day at a time and not think to far into the future. It gives me horrible anxiety and stress if I think about all the what it's.

I still have a hard time accepting help, asking for help or over doing it and causing myself to flare worse.