Hi Cindy,
I'll keep you and your family in my prayers.

As the mom (and now grandmother) things fall on us whether we feel up to handling them or now.

I have struggled to get myself to bed and try to get a good nights rest myself.
I know you are trying your best with your problems.

As mother's though we need to be given a gentle reminder to take care of outselves first. Try to eat right, get as much sleep as you can. The studies are really showing how important sleep is in healing.

Try to not look to far into the future and just take one day at a time. I have to remind myself of this everyday or things can just get toooooo overwhelming.