Thank you to all who took the time to post and for all your caring words. I apologize for not being as active on the boards as I had wanted. I'm on a lot of meds and many times cannot get my thoughts together however please know that I keep you in my thoughts and prayers. I've never met such a caring group of people and because of you all I never feel alone. As RSD/CRPS entered my life my friends just drifted away.

On another note so far the new spread is still here. It's ok as I really expected it to happen sooner. I've accepted it along with the rest of everything and just know that if I do something like walking - that the next day I'm in bed recovering. Once again thank you all for your caring thoughts. CC