That all sounds really serious Clark.
Sorry that you are going through such a rough patch, especially at this time of year. Do you have anyone visiting you in there...hopefully someone who can keep an eye on things, and be an advocate (Pitt bull terrier) if necessary, so that you get the care that you need.

Wow...would your MS neuro actually drop you because you taking treatment that doesn't agree with her protocol, even though you have clearly thought about it and made a decision about it?
That's harsh.

Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers for a fast recovery.

With love, Erika