I know how hard it is being disabled, not being able to work is just something I have had to accept because I doubt a job would let me take off work once a month for dr appts and then add in those I got to for my son, it just won't happen. I agree with you that it's like too much trouble to even try at some point. But if I sell some novels I've written then I will gladly go to work as in writing for a living.

I'm sorry that this hurt you so much today Wendy you didn't need to be hurt like this.