I'm sorry chaos...that doesn't sound like it was enjoyable at all. I hope things start to change for you soon. My boyfriend can be insensitive at times...but what you are dealing with is just unacceptable. Sounds like you have done everything you can to ask for help, explain your needs and frustrations, etc...wish I had something more to offer than just sympathetic ears to listen. Sending good thoughts your way and hoping things get better quickly.