I'm sorry you had such a bad experience Chaos. I wish I could have been there to help you and I would have brought you a present. You deserve it after all you did and all you been through. I wish I could get you all presents for being my friends and being so brave dealing with rsd as well as the holidays. People can be insensitive even family members. I've been there myself. But you have a kind and caring family on this forum. I hope your New Year is better and that you feel better soon. Take care and remember that I care and am always here if you need a friend.