It's hard to see so many people happy when we feel like crud. At least that's my theory. I was doing really well on the 24th and then DH did something to make me mad (again) on the 25th, I saw all of my friends posting things on FB about how happy they were, how supportive their partners, family, etc were. It totally bummed me out.

I want to be happy, take a hike, cook a full meal, go ice skating with DD, wander freely around a mall, have somebody do things for me, have friends that would just pop by (most are too spread out by location). And yes, I'm on two antidepressants. I'm just not feeling loved at all by the people who claim to love me.

I hope you feel better soon.