You'll be okay Songbird. I know this sounds cliche but just take it a day at a time. I know it's painful both physically and mentally with rsd and all of other of life's curve balls, but it does get easier with time. And then new and wonderful things happen. You just have to keep the faith. I'm always here if you need to talk. You are not alone. And everyone on this forum are some of the kindest people I've ever known. I will say a special prayer tonight for you in hopes that it will help you to find happiness and joy in life. I will also pray that your rsd pain will subside. Sincerely, Renee.