I just met my new pcp the other day. She seemed okay. I had an episode after she did the whole strength test thing, so someone in the healthcare world witnessed it happen which is good I guess..

She said she would make a rush appt with the first Neuro she could...

So I won't be seeing anyone until February.

What a flippin joke.

So now I guess I sit here and wait and deteriorate into a pile of crap. Sigh.


I wish so much I could move to Colorado and get the help I need..

There's an ms clinic thing where you stay and they evaluate EVERYTHING and give the therapy needed for each issue.

If these are seizures I am certain they're caused by that big lesion in my parietal lobe.

But I'm not a doctor and know nothing.

I hate this state.