I'm new to this forum. I'm really struggling with my cervical dystonia and fibromyalgia. It's has change my life. I've tried Botox and other med and nothing seems to work. My depression is getting worse and it's not only affecting me but my family as well. no one knows how i feel and what I'm going through. the intense pain all day is wearing me out and i'm not the same person i was 2 years ago. I'm trying my best for these two horrible conditions to not take over my life, but it's very difficult. I don't know what to do or why i joined this forum. sometimes i wish i'd fall asleep and not wake up. i'm lost and don't know what to do anymore. I've seen docs for depression, but they don't help. Dystonia and Fibromyalgia are like water and oil, they don't mix. one aggravates the other and i'm in constant stress which doesn't help either. anyone out there going through the same thing?