I'm with you there. It's 2am here and I am unable to sleep. Usually an extra dose or two of Tramadol takes the edge off the pain, but I somehow feel the need to experience this pain in full force. Not to punish myself, but to remind myself to be a good girl over Easter.
Ohhhh but I'm doomed to failure. Chocolates are my weakness.
You are not alone Stacey.