Quote:
Originally Posted by vividDC
Sometime in the next few days, I'll upload a "progression" of the CRPS with the images I started taking in June when it become more visible and when I got my diagnosis.
|
Feeling so helpless today

I barely even know what it is like to not be in pain anymore. It is so hard to feel desperate for any relief at all while keeping your rational mind intact and thinking clearly. Is there any chance that this is going to stop spreading or go away? It has creeped into my back for sure since I got that sympathetic nerve block injection. So scary... this past year has been a nightmare of pain and anxiety, but all too real. Everyday I wake up in the morning and the pain is still there, it just won't go away... I am close to a breakdown, trying to hold it together...