i am so surprised to learn of my children true opinion
they all are selfish brats with what i had to teach them
makes me sick to my stomach
no excuses
as i said in the past
is my experience
people have problems with the truth
i have accepted their wanting out of my life
never to hear their excuses
never going to fly with
my own parent who birthed me
seems to have a problem as i answer it's me
i don't have it in me to call her mom
as she confessed what bothered her
so i said if that's what you want to hear i can do that
then she says not if it doesn't come from the heart
i say thank you for understanding like 3 times
oh i cleaned up an awful lot today
and for that my daughter assaults me
you read right she was arrested
i have her belongings together
my son did not like me asking for the monies back
not to mention his beautiful remark like
i am white trash
as i called him on the political corruption going
on in the republican party and the low life trash
people NYC police and firemen claiming all false info about there well being as the collect from 911
these are trash persons
how dare my son
how dare my oldest
how dare Christine bite the one who is on her side
as i ***** and moan all the belongings little Eva has destroyed
including mom
because mommy is occupied on the phone
or text not read to her or get on the floor with her
and play legos or tea party
ENOUGH
I WILL SURVIVE
THIS IS WHAT I AM USED TO SINCE A LITTLE GIRL
did not raise my children like trash
before my life changed my routine on Sunday was have the most four hours of ironing always sending my kids to school neat and clean
BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I AM WHITE TRASH
TODAY IS TWO YEARS MY BREAST WERE TAKEN THIS TOO
HURTS
BUT I CALLED ON IT
NO MORE TAKING TAKING TAKING TAKING
AND THIS IDIOT GIVES GIVES
I AM BURNED ENOUGH TIMES IN MY MEANINGLESS LIFE
WHAT GOOD IS IT WHEN YOU CHILDREN DO NOT EVEN LIKE YOU
CORISSA WAS VERY HURT WHAT HER BROTHER SAID
AND SHE IS HERE TO KNOW THE TRUTH OF ALL OF IT HOW THE F DO THEY THINK THEY ARE DEALING WITH
THEIR MOM LIKE THIS
NOT HAVING IT
NOT
IT WAS UGLY UGLY UGLY
SO IN THE END NEVER MADE IT TO THE HOSPITAL
FOR PICTURES OF CERVICAL AND LUMBAR W/AND WITHOUT CONTRAST
MY MAMMO IN THE SAME HOSPITAL
MY BLOOD WORK
NO MY DAUGHTER NEEDED TO BE FRESH WITH HER MOUTH
I WARNED HER KNOCK IT OFF OR YOU WILL NOT BE RETURNING HOME WITH ME AND THE BABY
SHE SAT HER BUTT ON MY COUCH AN SAID I AM NOT MOVING
I SAID MOVE AND THAT WAS IT

I AM TIRED HOPE NOT TO THINK
my knees are killing me
in addition to all the other crap

sent my surgeon the bone simulator back in it i put the best picture of my hematoma on top wrapped it in Christmas paper
and sent it certified
to be a fly on the wall
good night
thanks for letting me share
baby is doing good
as Corissa is also