Any change is scary, I understand that feeling, I am scared about the move and it doesn't help to know that it's going to be a change for the better, it's still change we have to face to get there that I am worrying about. I hope that this works out for you Wendy, you deserve to have a nice place to live and a nice job too. I am so glad to have this forum to meet up with you and the other great people who frequent this forum, it's such a important part of our support systems, I definitely am thankful for it.