Hello, and we will be here for you. Please please, do not drink and take those medications. That is so dangerous to do. You would be better off here and talking, making some new friends. If you feel isolated, this is the best possible place to be. Feel free to PM me at anytime. Call your doctor if you really are having a hard time and get in to see him. Many folks here are alone, and we find great comfort in each other. I am alone too. You will be in my thoughts. Just don't mix those meds again with drink. It really can hurt you. I would rather be your friend. ginnie